Down The Rabbit Hole

I am grateful for so many things this year. This year was particularly difficult for so many reasons, but I have an amazing (not to mention handsome, sexy, brilliant…I could keep going) husband who stood by my side through all of it. I also have wonderfully supportive parents and friends, so above all else I am thankful for having that love in my life.

But here are a few other things I am thankful for that aren’t so - for lack of a better word - obvious:

I am thankful for the gift that was Maggie. I am thankful that I got to spend almost five years with her as part of our family. I learned so much from her, her love of life, the joyfulness with which she approached everything. Her loyalty and unconditional love and affection, her tenacity.

I am thankful for the gift that is my job, or more specifically, the gift that is the amazing women I work with. I’ve worked there during the most difficult time of my life thus far, and they have taught me how to be strong and compassionate through adversity. I would not be the woman I am today without the four of them in my life.

Finally, I am thankful for the gift that is my blog, because it has given me an outlet for my feelings surrounding everything that has happened this year that I would not have had otherwise, given me a space to process my thoughts, and it has led some amazing people my way who have renewed my faith in humanity with their willingness to reach out to a perfect stranger. I am thankful for all of you who are my “internet friends”, who I have never met but who share a little bit of yourselves on your own blogs, that make me feel not quite so alone in this big, scary, messy, wonderful world of ours.

Happy Thanksgiving, all of you. I hope today finds you warm, safe, and loved.